May 26, 2009
Today I talked with Brandon about this whole thing. He doesn’t want a girlfriend. But he said that he likes me and wants to hang out with me more. He’s had fun hanging out with me. Which is good. I think I still have a little bit of hope. Maybe over the summer something will happen? He also said that he just wants girls as close friends. It’s weird, we like each other but aren’t going out, partly because what I want in a relationship is different than what he wants, I think. But anyway, it was an okay day other than that. It’ll be interesting to see him tomorrow at school, if it’ll be awkward or okay. He’ll probably give me a hug, he gave me one in the car, but that was weird, his arm went right over my boobs. Oh well, that was my day. More later.
G’night!
Ava Estelle
Present day me: I remember how disappointed I was when he and I finally talked about this. But I wasn’t surprised after all the other behavior he exhibited since the Hawaii trip and what other people had been saying to me about him and his escapades.
