October 6, 2009
Pretty good day!
School, normal, was sick yesterday, didn’t miss much. After school, went on myspace and talked to Kyle. He wanted to hang out. So, I went and picked him up. Told mom I was going to Wal-Mart. I took him to his friend Corey’s house (he’s cute) and they smoked. Oh joy. I left after like half an hour to go to Famous Dave’s to have dinner with Delia. It was good, we talked about a ton of stuff. A good hour and a half. Then I came home, picked up the camera and went to the volleyball game to take pictures for yearbook with Rayla. That was fun. Came home, sat on Facebook and then attempted homework, decided against it. so yeahh. That was my day. Kind of different to see Kyle again. He gave me a hug before I left and said he’ll call me on Thursday, so we’ll see. I kind of want to hang with Derek, but whatever. I don’t have feelings for Kyle, at all. I think I might have some for Derek, and that’s good? And bad. I don’t know. When I hung out with Derek on Sunday, I got wet on my sweatshirt from him and it looked like a smiley face. It was funny. And his friend Jimmy was there and was whistling at us while we were making out by the tree fort Eddie showed me years ago. Dereks like, “he could join us if you want.” I thought that’d be weird. But he ended up seeing my boobs so that’s all he gets. But he’s not ugly, so I don’t know. Whatever happens, happens. That’s all for not.
<3 Ava Estelle 😊
Present day me: I remember the time with Derek and Jimmy and not so much seeing Kyle. I think I just was really keen on being out of the house for any reason and hanging out with whomever was available. I’m glad my friendship with Delia stayed so intact throughout this time. It’s kind of cringe to reread my old sexual shenanigans but it’s also cathartic in a way.