October 18, 2009
Been sick since Wednesday night.
Missed two days of school and work. Came home from work today. Feeling better now. Haven’t written in here for 10 days. Wow. Lame. Not much has been going on. Haven’t been talking to Derek much. I don’t know if I really have feelings for him. But, it’s good I don’t really need to make a decision because we can’t date anyway. So, yeah. I’m going to school and work tomorrow so it’ll suck for school but be find for work. That’s it.
<3 Ava Estelle
Present day me: I find it refreshing that at this point with my interactions with Derek I wasn’t obsessed with him or needed to see him all of the time. I still focused on other things.