boys – Ava's Journal Entries!

August 31, 2009

Monday

NSFW entry!

Sat around all day. Went to work at 5. I was assigned to donations. Who was there? Kyle, Derek, and Hunter. Wow, right? I talked with Kyle. We took break together. Made out a little. Groped me a little. At the end Kyle helped me with floor recovery. It was nice to see him again. But he’s kind of annoying with his whole trying to be gangster shtick. He’s white, not gangster. On well, I’m thinking once he’s done at goodwill, I’ll be done with him and get my car back!

Kyle thought me and Gil have a thing. Nope. I think Gil has a girlfriend.

I told Kyle the only way we’d be able to hang out would be at footballs games. I’m not sure if he liked that idea.

So, I’m almost excited for school to start. New year, new boys to look at! 😊

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: At that point the team leaders/supervisors at goodwill didn’t know anything about who I’ve dated or spent time with outside of work so I was placed to work with all the guys I’ve been hanging out with that summer, what a day.

July 16, 2009

Thursday

Last night: texted with Derek.

We asked each other questions. I asked him what he thinks of me and he said, “I think you’re an intelligent, funny, beautiful young woman who’ll make a man happy someday.” I answered the same question for him and then I asked him if he liked me…more than a friend, he said, “Truth be told…yes…but you like Hunter so I know I’ve got no chance.” So that was my night. Today I talked with Rhonda on the phone and went to work and saw Hunter for like two seconds. I closed with Hilly, Gil, Sabrina, Mildred and Ethel. We actually got out on time! Gil and I were flirting after we closed, and he was kind of following me around the store. Hilly was teasing me saying there was a romance happening. Yeah right. So yeah. Came home, called Hunter on my way home. We might hang out on Sunday, depends on when we get back home from the cities. I don’t really want to go, but oh well. I guess I’ll keep texting Derek and try to get on the computer.

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember getting that text from Derek and feeling excited but also realizing that my relationship with Hunter was kind of lacking in communication and chemistry…

July 2, 2009

Went to work. Found out almost everyone knows about me and Hunter. Hunter called me after work. 😊 it was a better conversation than the last one. We might hang out either Saturday or Sunday maybe see the fireworks! Then I hung out with Eric and Taylor, went to Perkin’s and came home at 1am. That’s about it. I guess this weekend will be good Uncle Charlie and Aunt Ivy and other family friends are coming to the cabin, so it’ll be good to see all of them again. And yeah, not much to write for today so I’ll go to bed. G’night!

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: Eric seemed flirty with me, and Taylor was his buddy but I never dated Eric and he never asked me out.

June 27, 2009

Saturday

Worked with Hunter. Got his number!

We had break together all three times today. In the morning he asked me if I was in a relationship, I said no. and we traded numbers. He doesn’t have a cell phone, so I have his home number. We didn’t talk much because there were other people there, but we talked in the afternoon one. He went to Germany and he is in college. He guessed that I was a junior and yeah, he is so shy though… Mom and dad basically say he’s a creeper because of what he does in his free time: play with his dog, read and hang out with friends. He doesn’t have a Facebook or myspace. And has never heard of fmylife.com soooo I work with him again tomorrow, so we’ll see what happens. It’s so amazing he feels the same way as I do. 😊 so, I’m hoping things go smooth and he calls me sometime. 😊

Well, it’s like 2am and I have to work at 10 am, so g’night!

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: At that point in my life, I didn’t really care who the guy was who liked me it was just exciting to have someone like me!

June 14, 2009

Sunday

Went to work from 11-6:30. Longest day ever! So I had break with Derek, and he told me “You’ve got it going on,” so… I’m thinking that he likes me, because he kept flirting with me all day and asking me if I had any plans for the summer and what I was doing after work. When he found out I was working til close he was happy. So yeah on the way home, I followed him home. Turns out he lives on a street in my neighborhood, at least that’s where he went after work today. Hehe so I drove past on my way back from Burger King and saw him outside. Oh! And there was a guy that left me a note with his number to call or text him, he gave the note to Shirley while I was out on the floor, I guess he was in his 20’s. Tara told me about it while we were counting my drawer. He didn’t look creepy, just was a creeper for writing a note and not coming up to me. So yeah, that was my day. Now off to bed. G’night!

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember Tara telling me about this note a guy left for me and I didn’t even receive the note because they made the decision that a 16 year old shouldn’t be connected with someone in their 20’s. Looking back on it I’m relieved and grateful they helped me out like that but at the time I was disappointed because I was loving all the attention I could get from other guys.

June 13, 2009

Saturday

Went to work – Hunter was there 😊

We had our lunch break together 😊 and I talked to him! 😊

I asked him if he works tomorrow and what time he works til today. He seemed kind of surprised that I walked to him, but I think that was good. At least I’m hoping. He doesn’t work tomorrow but that’s okay.

After work mom made me come up to the cabin and after I did the dishes and walked down the street to check facebook and Aaron drove past, he stopped and we talked for a bit. I told him I got a job and he gave me his cell number, so yeah. I texted him to see if I got the number right but he hasn’t texted me back so I don’t know. I just hope things move along with this Hunter fella. Hopefully, or else I meet someone….?

A both Rhonda and Delia are going out of town this whole week. ☹ who am I going to hang out with? I guess I could call Tabitha, I haven’t hung out with her in a while. Well I have to leave here at 8am so, g’night!

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: At this point the cabin didn’t have internet so I had to find free wifi down the street with my ipod touch. I also remember not being as close with Tabitha at this point as we were in middle school. Also, being around guys who I used to crush on and then just feel platonic about was kind of cool for 16 year old me.

June 6, 2009

Saturday

A lot of things have happened since the last time I wrote in here. Last weekend, a guy at work, named Hunter caught my attention. 😊 yeah, and on the way home from work last Sunday I was at a stoplight to turn left, he was two lanes over and when he passed we made eye contact! And we had break at the same time, but didn’t talk because there were two other ladies in there. And this whole Brandon thing – I don’t like him anymore. It’s weird that I go from one guy to another over a weekend, and I don’t feel guilty at all. So this past week was the last week of sophomore year. It was an okay one. Monday – went to Nelson’s for lunch. Tuesday – ordered Green Mill. Wednesday – Kwik trip with Rhonda, Craig and Brad. Thursday – Culvers with Andrea and Tabitha. I took pictures almost all days, in every class. Thursday night we played night games up by Brandon’s. There were five girls and all the guys. Wasn’t as good as the last time. I was partnered with Brandon though, which was fun. Friday I went out to Panera with Delia and then went to her house to work on the end of the year slideshow – which is amazing! Then we went to Andrea’s party. There were only five girls there too and a bunch of guys. Delia and I stayed over and now I’m at the cabin. Today was a lazy day. And now my hand hurts.

G’night!

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: New job brought more than just one new boy into my life back then! This is just the beginning of my boy stories!

May 15, 2009

Friday

Didn’t have to work today!

Today during school Brandon gave me a hug every time he saw me, which was nice 😊. And after school him and I went shopping and got stuff for Rhonda. It was good, none of that awkwardness and I felt like we were a couple kind of. He made fun of me in a flirty way, and we like had a good time. I took him home and then picked up Delia and we went out for dinner. It was really good! After that we went to Target and then Borders and then Garrett’s house with Harry and we learned to play poker! 😊 I took her home and got back home around 11. I had an awesome day. And Brandon and I have like three or four inside jokes, shit stick, blow job with your hand, you look so lonely in the rain – I’m hot – take your shirt off. This is our song – Hotel California. Any who I think and hope Brandon likes me, and maybe/hopefully will ask me out? Oh! And we went to Goodwill to get my check, while I was filling out my time off sheet in the break room I was talking to Derek, and later Brandon asked me who I was talking to while I was in there. Hehehe. 😊 so that’s about it. Tomorrow night is Rhonda’s birthday party!

<3 Ava Estelle 😊

Present day me: I remember learning how to play poker and thinking I was so cool!

April 26, 2009

Sunday

YESTERDAY! Pretty great day!

I went to the mall with Brandon and Delia. I picked up Brandon at his house and we met Delia there. He wanted to get boxers, so we went all over. At Old Navy we found some with crabs on them, which I thought were so funny! And then we saw Hannah with Stacey! Weird, we thought Stacey hated her. They found us in Hot Topic. And Hannah stupid bitched with Stacey the whole two seconds we were talking with them. Brandon had gone to the back to look at stuff so us four girls were talking. Delia and I turned around to look for Brandon and those two just left without saying bye. It was awkward. We were walking down by Maurice’s and Riley (from middle school) comes up to us and gives us all hugs, she was with her boyfriend. That was weird, too. So, after the mall we went to Border’s. Brandon got a zombie magazine. Then we went to Target and looked at boxers there. There was a pair with “I <3 some girl’s name.” Delia and I are going to get that pair and put our names on it for his birthday along with the crab pair. After Target I had to take Bradon home because he was invited to go to Abby’s to see Gabby. Yeah. Bad, but he didn’t’ seem like he really wanted to go there. After that Delia and I were just driving around and we decided to go to Perkins. We picked up Andrea because we wanted a third person.

So we ate there and then went to Coldstone and sat in the car and ate our ice cream and talked, two people we knew were working at Coldstone, so that was kinda weird to see them. Then we went to drop off Andrea. We ended up staying there and talking for like two hours. And Delia helped me realize something about Brandon. We analyzed his past relationships and figured he had been pressured into all of them and I should talk to him saying that I don’t want to pressure him, I want to know what he’s feeling but I don’t want him to pull this “I don’t know how I feel” or “I have to think about it” because that isn’t a good answer. But whatever. I’m thinking of having him teach me how to play videogames – then we’d have something in common. 😊

Well that’s it for now.

G’night!

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: The stupid bitch saying was used when one person would try and talk at the same time as another person, usually the end of the sentence or talking part. It made some of us laugh when we had a name for it and realized how much Hannah did that with everyone she was around. Brandon DID end up dating Gabby, after this date. So knowing he had spent all day with me and Delia, then seeing Gabby was telling…. This is a comforting entry to revisit as an adult. I had so much packed into one day!

April 22, 2009

Wednesday

Today was a pretty good day. I didn’t have to work! So I had a free day. (work is going pretty good, btw). So I went out to eat with Delia and Grace at Texas Roadhouse. It was pretty good. We talked about people and the guys and stuff. After we ate we stood outside for a little while and talked, and then Grace had to go home and clean so Delia and I decided to drive around, we got gas and then drove up by Rhonda’s house and ended up stopping at Brandon’s and talked to him for a while. So yeah. It was a good day. And I think hopefully Brandon and I will finally get to that shopping trip on Saturday. If mom and dad let me go. Of course. so yeah that’s about it for now.

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: I miss having so many friends to do things with and make memories with.