April 26, 2008

April 26, 2008

Saturday at the cabin. 7:50pm Listening to Bust a Move.

So today was a day of realization, I guess. I found out both Aaron and Tori like each other. And duh, there’s nothing I can do about it. So, I’m going to move on, completely. Me and him have like nothing in common. So, I don’t think me and him would work out. Jeez, I really want to talk to like David about all this. I talked to Tabitha and Hannah about it and a little bit with Rhonda. But I really wish I had other candidates for a boyfriend. But I don’t. Oh well, there is this one boy that I’ve seen around school, I think he’s a sophomore. He has curly dark hair, and he sits at the lunch table next to ours. He sits by Hannah’s “Henry” (the guy that looks like her dream guy she’s drawn in her sketchbook) so me and Hannah made my guy’s name be “Michael.” I really like that name. But I just wish I could talk to David and get his opinion and see what went wrong. Maybe me and Aaron just need to get to know each other better?? Well, I guess I’ll just have to wait and see what happens like over the summer. Have another amazing party and have Aaron attend. 😊 I can still flirt with him, right?? I need Hannah to give me tips on that. Sooo, anyway I’m still really bummed without an ipod. But me and Rhonda and maybe Tabitha or Hannah are going to have a baby-sitting business this summer and I’m thinking of working at DQ so that’s all for now.

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: I got myself so hung up on liking certain boys and finding comfort in it. Typical teenage angst. I’m really thankful I had so many friends to talk to about things.

April 2, 2008

April 2, 2008

Wednesday 8:48pm

Just got done making a scrapbook of Morp! It is pretty awesome!

So, yesterday was April Fool’s Day! And guess what, we had a snow day! Our third snow day. So now we have to make up a day at the end of the year. So, since we had a day off I made cookies, did laundry and talked on the phone with Rhonda for about 2 hours. We talked about Aaron mostly. And we analyzed all my convos with him. It was interesting. But Rhonda told me to stop commenting him and just give him space. So, I just should try and stop thinking about him. Me and him didn’t get to hang out last weekend. But this weekend Saturday night we’ll be at the cabin, so maybe? I don’t know. I’m thinking of scrapbooking with all the pics I have up there. So yeah. I guess that’s all for now. TTYL!

<3 Ava Estelle

Present day me: I really was helped by talking with my friends, especially Rhonda about my Aaron predicament. Also, Morp was  dance my school had that was opposite of Prom.