April 19, 2009
Sunday
I have a ton to write!
Last Thursday Andrea told me about something Hannah had said in Hawaii to Rhonda, about me. Rhonda had told Andrea, who told Bridget, who told Samantha. So, in biology Andrea and Samantha told me what she said. Rhonda and her had been talking about me and Brandon and how weâd be cute together and Hannah said, âWell, Ava has a nice smile and beautiful eyes and just a pretty face but I donât think Brandon would go out with her because she doesnât have a body as perfect as mine.â Yeah. So, Iâm pissed off at her. After all that Iâve done for her, staying a true friend through everything. She just says that and yeah. Iâm done with defending her and being her âbestâ friend. I knew she was superficial and selfish, but I didnât think it was this bad. So, Rhonda is as pissed off about this as I am. Rhonda wanted to slap her when she said that. So, her and I and pretty much everyone else is going to ignore her tomorrow. Which will be interesting. Friday came and went. Hannah wasnât at school so I recruited people for my plan to ignore her, which worked good. I had to work for three hours. It was a long three hours. But I made it throughâŚ. Saturday was the band thrift sale. I picked up Rhonda and we hung out there for about an hour with Abby, Brandon and Craig. It was okay. I talked to Brandon about maybe hanging out that night. But he ended up having to stay home and do homework.
Rhonda and I went out to eat at Culverâs for lunch and we sat at the high school and talked until her mom came to pick her up. Since I had a car and some money, I did some shopping. I got page protectors for my summer scrapbook. Which is so awesome! And came home and chilled until about 7 oâclock. I called Rhonda and Brandon and decided to go up to Rhondaâs neighborhood to hang out with Rhonda and Brad and Devin. We walked over to the guysâ house and played Rock Band! I got to sing, it was fun. Devin and Brad were invited over to Garrettâs, so I gave them a ride with Rhonda. We hung out there for a bit and then I had to take Rhonda home but I had to go back to Garrettâs to get my phone. I ended up hanging out there for a couple hours with Harry, Timmy, Garrett, Devin and Brad. It was fun being the only girl. đ we had a âtalking circleâ instead of the guysâ usual pow wow. I took Devin and Brad home and then came home. It was a fun night!
Today I went to self defense class with Grace and Maddy. That was fun too. And my hand hurts to more later!
WORK FOR 5 FRICKEN HOURS TOMORROW! UGH!!!
WORK SUCKS. LIFE IS ALRIGHT. Hopefully going to hang out with Brandon soon?
<3 Ava Estelle đ
Present day me: I wish I wasnât such a âmean girlâ when I learned about what Hannah said about me. I think because so many other girls already knew before me and I was told by two girls who werenât even hanging out with us in Hawaii, it made it more intense to react the way I did. Iâm not proud of that choice. Ladies, especially in high school: communicate with your friends! If you find something out that you arenât happy about TALK to your friend and get things straightened out!