March 4, 2007

March 4, 2007

Last night we went to the cabin, ate dinner and then came back home at 10 o’clock because the heat went out up there. This morning we didn’t go to church. I don’t think mom really wanted to. So, I just stayed home all day and cleaned, made oatmeal cookies and got a new AIM screen name. Yep. So, I’ve been online most of the night talking to people. Me and Delia had a pretty interesting convo. I guess that’s about it for today. We have a late basketball game tomorrow at our school. I’m not that nervous about it, there is only one more game left after that and basketball will be OVER!!! Yay!! But I had fun and I actually know how to play too. Can’t wait to show Gayle and Linda my mad bball skillz! Haha!

Oh yeah. I have decided NOT to let Gayle get to me anymore. And I will not “egg” her on. I will be the older person and not get her mad. I don’t care what she does. I don’t care what she gets. If she’s boasting or rubbing something in my face, I’ll just ignore her. Who cares?? It’s not like I HAVE TO be friends with her. But I guess let’s just see how the next couple of weeks go by. If by the time we go on this trip together, I’m not liking her, then I’m going to have Tabitha come with. Okay, that’s about it. Gnight<3

Ava Estelle

Present day me: I remember the rivalry between Gayle and I. She was only two years younger than me, but we were both the oldest in our respective families. I am grateful I only had to be around her for so long. As I grew up and got a job later during high school, we never spent time together. But when I was only 14 and had a life of random friends and she was one I could instant message with and start a little drama. I admit, at the time I enjoyed it, but I also knew that it was a game that shouldn’t be played. So, this part of my entry was pointing that out I think.